i want to go to this so bad
i wouldnt miss it for the world
Can I go
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and I’d bleed my heart out if he needed me to.
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I made the mistake of going on to her profile tonight…
I see all the things that she IS that i’m not.
Curvy (in the good way)
And all i want is to be those things. to make sure you want me just as badly if not more than you wanted her. but my mind goes to the imediate all the wrong ways…
*I could go throw up right now*
*i could just not eat tomorrow*
*maybe if i run untill my lungs explode and my legs give out tomorrow and i dont eat i could drop something*
What the fuck is wrong with me… why is this the way i think…
How do you fix a mind that keeps on telling you monsterous ways to fix yourself…
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"you’re going to have that tattoo for the rest of your life"
are you serious
i had no idea thank you so much bless your soul
I wanna live my life with you exactly like this.
A coffee house vibe and a melody that sounds like a smile.
this is exactly what we are.
I love you.
As a bisexual, it sickens me that some people WILL keep scrolling.
As the straight daughter of a gay man, it sickens me that some people will keep scrolling.
As a straight girl with a basic understanding of equality and love, it also sickens me that people will keep scrolling.
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"its more than just this burning love in my heart
its the darkness and silence how it tears me apart
and I feel like I wont find a good place to restart
cause its more than emotion and its more than just art
its the way that I’m scared when I hear my heart race
cause I know I’m exposed when the beat changes pace
and I know that i can’t show my cracks to your face
cause they’re ugly and bleeding they’re the me that i hate
they show you i’m no angel they show you my worst
and i clutch them together so that worst side don’t burst
out into the open
and then what would you say
when the dark side is showing and the light fades away
could you tell me you love me as tears stream down your face
or would you just run cause you can’t be my grace
you say that you’re different
that you’ll never cause pain
The thing is I believe you and it makes me afraid
cause others before have told me the same they came through and were truthful then they truthfully changed
and honestly i just cant seem to place blame
was it me was it him was it all just a game and I guess it don’t matter which side started the flame
now that chapter is ashes that you’re washing away
and the way we made love it made me so insane
It was real
it was raw
without one shred of shame
and you wake in me something that I know can’t be tamed
but by the hand that raised it and gave it a name
And its fast and its sudden and its far from a game
So don’t turn off the power while the game is being saved
Cause you saved me from me and now I’ve rearranged
I believe in myself
And you tell me each day I’m no doll on a shelf
I’m a jewel and a treasure something to protect
Something to hold high for the sun to reflect
So call me your princess
wrap your arms round my waist
Just love me and hold me while my trust is replaced
So stay with me my knight
And love me while I change
From alone and so wounded
to stronger and brave
Ill let myself love again and I know I won’t waste
not one single second not one single embrace.
Because baby I love you I won’t be afraid
To give you this heart that your love helped to save”
My newest piece! No title yet but I’m actually really proud of it! Feel free to share but please give credit! ♥
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My brother killed himself
on the twenty-eighth Thursday of last year
and I missed four days of work
and my mom wanted to know ‘Why’.
he was always a fan of beauty
but what he did
was not beautiful at all.
And last week I got the news
that one of my good friends from high school
except this time
she’d gone too far
and now she was gone.
And I had a hard time falling asleep at night
and her mother
hugged me tight
and thanked me for coming to the service
but I did not
want to be there at all.
This is not
The girl down the street
would’ve turned 21 last year
and I can scarcely imagine
the wild times she would’ve
But she is buried six feet deep
after falling nearly 300
and she did not leave a note.
This is not
My freshman year of college
and my roommate was beautiful
and how I wanted to be just like her.
But she wore herself down
till she was
and if you blinked
you had to go and find her all over again.
So now her parents are no longer supporting her college tuition
but are paying her hospital bills
watching their daughter crumble.
This is not
So y’all can take your narcissistic
of self harm and eating disorders and committing suicide
and shove them as far up your ass
as you possibly can.
Starvation is not beautiful.
Killing yourself is not beautiful.
is not beautiful.
This note I am writing
is not beautiful.
you are beautiful
and it’s about damn time you start believing it.
I’m lucky enough to get to read this beautiful poem at an open mic night in my area tonight. Such powerful words, I only hope I can do them justice.
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